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Post by unknownartist09 on Nov 17, 2005 4:33:44 GMT 10
CRAWL UP IN A BALL AND DIE
I sit in the shower I’ve been trying to die for over an hour I let the water drench my skin Trying to cleans the wounds deep within, My tourniquet
I sit in that shower for hours To me it only seems like seconds Im wishing Im hoping That the water is strong enough to wash away my feeling of dirtiness My shame
I said no, you would not listen You proceeded to destroy me How could I let something so bad So wrong So shameful Happen to me? What did I do to deserve this? Did I do something that bad? For him to take everything, All that I had?
I feel so dirty, discusting, shameful and used Did I really do something so wrong, For god to light that fuse? I do not blame god I blame me For letting something this bad, happen Why didn’t I see?
If I never went over there If I never sat on the bed If I was strong enough to not have listened to everything, he said If only I would have made a scene Yelled louder Got off that bed Instead, I let you over power me Mabe If I would have smacked him He would have left me alone Instead I walk this earth feeling so helpless, cold, and alone After what has happened Now I wake each day Knowing I am different Wishing there was something else I could say
Everyday I wake I have a flashback, back to the past How you violated me I cannot help but try to escape Move away From the haunting ghost of you You took my body And tore it in two
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Post by nightflyer on Nov 17, 2005 7:49:27 GMT 10
Very Powerful, and exremely well written.
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Post by unknownartist09 on Nov 17, 2005 23:12:30 GMT 10
thanxz
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