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Post by shallowboy on Sept 15, 2006 23:34:55 GMT 10
dude, you SO know i would take that 'cure'....
trust me, it would make my life SO much easier! I know you dont understand what im going through....but dude....trust me, its my only option! Life sucks as it is......!!!
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Post by enuf3 on Sept 18, 2006 13:47:51 GMT 10
I do know what you are going through.. But what you fail to realize is that by taking it, you would be changing who you are... not for you, but for everyone else. You like men.. and yes there are people who are against that idea.. But you, are so weak.. that you are willing to destroy what you are meant to be, what you want to be deep down, for people who will only continue to find more things to hate and bring down. So you become straight.. but what about the people who hate Asians.. Are you willing to change yourself into something other than an Asian.. for those hatefull people? You want to fit in with them... but let me tell you, they are not the ones you want to have around.
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Post by shallowboy on Sept 18, 2006 14:07:50 GMT 10
oh dude, i thought u knew me better than that... gosh mattie, your gonna hate me for saying this...but dude, yea...if i had a chance to be less asian, i would....in a heartbeat. being a minority (gay or asian) isnt easy....so yea, i would take that part away from my life if i could.... i know it means changing who i am, i know it may mean i am weak..but dude, you havent had to live your life being so 'different' from others.... i can change my hair color, my eye color...now i just need my nose to be fixed to look more caucasian....yes, i sound sorta mad..sorta demented...but dude....life aint fair...society aint fair...but hey, this is me...this is how i wanna be...and you gotta accept that i wanna change myself... im glad your so comfortable with being 'mattie' - but dude...like i said...im forever searching that 'cure' - just wished it was that easy
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Post by mikromilla on Sept 20, 2006 4:00:32 GMT 10
oh oh oh.... thats a sweet dog, me want one Ok, its been a few weeks since I have been on and I was going to try and catch up on a few things but damn. Multiple threads that would keep me reading for another two weeks. LOL, You boys and gals do know how to chat. lol News from my front. I have a new job, which is part of the reason why I've been away. I am now a Manager of a Video Store, which is cool since I do love my movies, and its very close to home. Got myself a new pet, see pic below. How cute is he. I named him Neo.
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Post by shallowboy2 on Sept 20, 2006 14:03:44 GMT 10
that was milla's way of telling us to stop arguing
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Post by enuf3 on Sept 21, 2006 5:59:41 GMT 10
Well, fine by me.
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Post by shallowboy on Sept 21, 2006 14:25:53 GMT 10
dank u very much good to see u back too mattie...!!! Ive held the fort up well in your absence !
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Post by enuf3 on Sept 25, 2006 9:48:21 GMT 10
Is this what you call... held up? *looks around at the chaos*
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Post by shallowboy on Sept 25, 2006 21:29:17 GMT 10
well....organised chaos really heheh And dude...hey, chaos in here is better than no activity isnt it... and dude...since im doing it all on my lonesome now, i dont think u have any right to criticise me!!!! LOL doing it all for my rocky now!
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Post by enuf3 on Sept 28, 2006 14:34:45 GMT 10
Well that's nice. Just try to keep the chaos to a minimum.
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Post by shallowboy on Sept 28, 2006 21:43:07 GMT 10
well at least i got Larry to keep me company in here as well.... mustnt forget him... so dude...any updates on the job search....? Need any help with the resume? Im a pro at that...i did used to work in Personnel remember
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Post by enuf3 on Oct 2, 2006 13:47:22 GMT 10
I'm calling the job hunt quits until I finish CSB at the end of this month.
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Post by shallowboy on Oct 2, 2006 21:34:11 GMT 10
well dude...just some brotherly advise..
i wouldnt really put the job search aside till the very last minute k...coz with sending out resumes...waiting for interviews...waiting for call backs etc...it could take a long time...its a lengthy process..
best that you send out the resumes now...(even tho it can be a chore!) and by the time you eventually land a job...it should actually be by the end of your school term Dude trust me...get the ball rolling now, or else if u wait too long, the gap in between the end of school and finding the right job may take a while!
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Post by enuf3 on Oct 3, 2006 15:53:55 GMT 10
Resume? hahaha I was thinking more like a quick cash job.. like a restaurant or something. The plan is to make money and go to a New York school in a year or two. Probably two.
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Post by shallowboy on Oct 3, 2006 21:37:15 GMT 10
well, its not like i would know...but dont you need a resume even for a restaurant job...? Well even if you dont, dont you think it would impress them if u did have one mattie...just think bout it... and resident hottie does not count as present -employment k mattie hehe Just kidding...thats my job!! mmm new york...i wanna go there..nope, make that, I wanna MOVE there heheh
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